Welllll, it's the holidays but it definitely doesn't feel like one cos the awesome mid years are right after the June break :(
Sighs. But nevermind, at least there won't be school for three weeks (first week is June lecture week -________-)!

The bestest day of my JC life was colosseum last Wednesday :)
Miranda really kicked ass man!
Cheerleading won second!! Though we're the only house whose cheerleader girls are not wearing cheerleading skirts but denim shorts instead hehheh.




Joining cheerleading's the best decision I've made thus far in MJC haha. It's been really busy but it was so fulfilling and enjoyable it felt like a temporal escape from reality :) 
I know we don't look like cheerleaders at all from the outfit but welllll, we won second! ^^
Yups I look retarded in that photo, buttttt.. Whatever :P 

Unfortunately, I'm still worried at how I have nothing on my testimonial.. Have no idea how am I gonna apply for scholarships if I continue not doing anything about it. SIGH. Regret not going for pre-U sem and OCIP and all the nonsense!!
Anyhow, it's too late for regrets :(
Cross my fingers that my results slip will make up for the inadequacy in my testimonial x.x

Gonna make full use of my holidays from next week onwards, hope I can!!
Have fun during the one month break, whoever's reading this space! ;)

Oh what a shame, what a rainy ending given to a perfect day
Every smile you fake is so condescending
Counting all the scars you made
And now that I'm sitting here thinking it through
I've never been anywhere cold as you

Songs are the greatest source of comfort when you've got nobody to turn to or when you don't feel like talking to anyone at all.
I love life so much I could die crying. 
River flows in me. Literally. Ha ha ha.

Who died, and made you King of Anything?

@ Riverlife yesterday w Gildadadadada ^^


Cannot stop laughing @ Reb's epic facessssssss hahahahahahaha.

"When the world hauls a storm at us, we will survive. We will beyond survive. We will triumph." :)
When life can't get any worse, that's when things are gonna get better......................................... *cross fingers*

跌倒了。哭过了。现在唯一能做的，就是勇敢地站起来。失败的感觉一点都不好受，但或许，我做的，在别人眼中永远都不够好。不是每一份耕耘都一定会带来一份收获，只能期盼明天会有意想不到的收获，只能期盼未来的日子会更好。。

从开学至今，都在给自己定下目标，不知是否目标过高，但我知道自己一直都在努力着，在奋斗着，希望能交出漂亮的成绩单。有些时候真的很想哭，但却逼着自己要坚强。我累了。迎面而来的种种压力逼得我喘不过气来，就算累了，也只能继续咬紧牙根继续努力地向前冲。好累好累，一直以来都在顾虑着别人看我的眼光，一直希望能讨好所有的人。可能，在压力中才能成长，才能变得更成熟。我还在努力地学习中。我要学着坚强，我要学着比别人勇敢。。

我想，现在什么都不重要了。只想专心在学业上，只想关心那些在乎我的人。希望能用我的乐观，来带给身边的人温暖和快乐。

我，只想做回我自己。

P.S. Seems like I only feel like updating when I'm upset. But obviously, my life is more than just the downs, I have the ups in life too. Update when I have the time.. :)

11S416!! (Y) 
College road race was fun ^^ 
Starting to look forward to school albeit the (at least)2.4km run four times a week and the crazy speed of lectures, cos I've got awesome classmates!! Hehheh <:
Anyhow, time zooooomed past and it's the last week of school already! ^^

From the oldest photo to the most recent,









YOU GUYS ARE MISSEDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD!!!!!!!
(JIAM IF YOU'RE READING THIS LOL @ THE FIRST PIC HAHAHAHAHA CLIQUE DRESS SEHHHH. WHEN CAN I SEE YOU BY THE WAY?!?! :( )

"Things don’t go wrong and break your heart so you can become bitter and give up. They happen to break you down and build you up so you can be all that you were intended to be."

Idk if you're gonna read this, but still, thankyou so much ODWWWWW :) :) :) Feels good talking to old friends again really, thank you so much for always being the one knocking some sense into me heh. You have this way of convincing me that everything's gonna be okay through all your logical thinking and stuff. YAY YOU (albeit the fact that you cannot stop mentioning my size LOL) ^^  

Catchup w Amanda yesterday was awesome too feels like forever since the last time I saw you. LOVE YOU SO MUCH BESTIEEEEE CAN'T W8 TO SEE YOU AGAIN!!!!!!

SHIKAI I MISS YOU TOO LEH HAHAHAHA PORRIDGE SOON?!?!?! :D

Best day of every week? HAS TO BE FRIDAY :) Nothing beats ending lessons @ 10 25 and feeling good that you've survived an entire week of school! Econs test tomorrow, God bless me~~~~~~~~~~

I'm not living, I feel like, I'm just existing.
Can't w8 for the weekends to breathe again.
Can I quit school and be a taitai please :'(
Need to be braver than this.
But still. FML

It's exhausting, y'know?

MEGA-LIKE (Y)

Clar's post on my FB wall is making me miss everyone @ DHS so much :(

Insomnia at 3am = Watching random and stupid and funny videos of Jo Kwon hahahahahaha he's so so so comical. And cute. Probably the only Korean popstar I know of. LOL.

Okay, time to try sleeping again. H8 my screwed body clock sigh :(

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